I cannot qualify how shit I feel right now. I have barely slept recently, barely eaten either. I feel sick, weak, but as ever, with a burning agony of anxiety in my chest, along with the accompanying misery.
As time goes on, more and more are my thoughts are of death. I frequently see myself dying one way or another in my minds eye, as I go about my business.
I think I felt better for a bit on this new medication, but now I’m back on my own in Bristol, I feel as bad as ever, if not worse.